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[eglantiere]

• god, autumn! please be cold, autumn. i'm just about done with this weather.

• we've bought a couple of spray painters and started being uncareful at night (spoiler: yes, it's swastika underneath. fckn ultras.)

• going to ask psychiatrist №3 on tuesday whether he thinks it's worth tinkering with meds more to resurrect my dead and gone executive function, or if at that point things just Be Like That.

• going to sofia on sunday-tuesday to apply for Kot's citizenship, keep your fingers crossed for us. bulgaria has officially prohibited official documents change and transition, which sucks of them, but their chance of fixing it are much more than russia's are, so there's that.

• zhelezhnichar's tatiana has invited me to talk to people who're doing a big project in four varna cities providing therapy support to refugees with oncology. they've SUDDENLY realized that they actually lack russian and ukrainian-speaking refugees, and they're scouting for people. cons: if there's a more triggering and miserable work than the intersection of oncology, medical abuse and refugee discrimination for me personally, i don't know it. pros: as i'm doing it anyway, i might as well get paid for it, we've been fucked sideways moneywise for two years running. ah well, they didn't even invite me yet, i'll go talk and see if they want me and if i can cram it in-between my practice.

• as it's last day to sign up (i think?), tell me:

Poll #29886 ficinabox

Open to: Registered Users, detailed results viewable to: Access List, participants: 14

yay or nay?

nay! you still owe 10k fic and you haven't been able to write for months and months
0 (0.0%)

yay! maybe having a tangible dealine and several prompts will unlock you and you'll be able to write again
6 (42.9%)

just go back to sleep, oh my god
8 (57.1%)

Comments

[sartorias]

I would not presume to answer that poll, except with the wish that you'll do whatever will give you the most fun and least stress.

[avrelia]

Go to sleep. I know I want to.

Also, I have just finished a book I feel like telling everyone about. Because it touched some kind of sweet spot in my soul, and got me emotionally like wow. Константин Зарубин "Повести л-ских писателей". I didn't expect to like, but I am obsessed now. It is a really weird book. I am now on the mission of telling everyone (who can read in Russian) about it.

[frausorge]

You're a painting star, what a fucking gorgeous masterpiece. <3

Hoping for good results from whatever you decide to do with meds, and for kot as well.

[tinny]

*hugs*

I'm counting pink spray painting towards excellent use of your executive function. <3

Good luck with bureaucracy and getting paid for your work. <3

[turps]

That is some excellent painting and I wish you good luck med wise and for Kot too.

I answered yay on the poll as more words from you are always good. But only if it's not going to add to your stress.

[silverflight8]

Thanks for covering up that swastika! Ugh.

[nnozomi]

please be cold, autumn. i'm just about done with this weather.
SAME SAME SAME

brava with the graffiti and other formal and informal work; stay safe.

I hope you can get some writing done (in a way you enjoy) whether or not you decide(d) to sign up! <3